My first week of my honours year has definitely been interesting. We have fulfilled most of our housekeeping duties, including developing abstracts for our projects, finalising enrolments, organising security clearance and meeting fellow class members. I hope that now we can start to move into course material and gain a firmer understanding of how this year will progress.
I have been told that my life will become my honours project. I have been told that i will become so absorbed in the ideas i will be exploring, that my conversations will consist of little else. I have been told that there is a high probability i will be forced to quite my job, sleep at uni and that i will create such inner turmoil that i will acquire stress-related sickness.
So, one of my goals this year is to prove these theories wrong. I have always lived a hectic, yet well balanced life, and i believe that motivation and assertiveness combined with relaxation and enjoyment is the best formula for success. I am already feeling the pressure from my new job, and i feel that i may eventually have to cut back my hours. However, unfortunately one cannot afford to be without work while renting, paying bills and satisfying the need to eat. Therefore, the harsh reality is that I must push through, no matter how tough times may seem. I have never failed at anything, and i do not intend to start a pattern of defeat in what i feel will be a year filled with success.